I wasn't told which path to take, which road to travel? I thought about it. I got a few options to choose from. I chose one. I didn't knew that i would face problems in each step i take. I either changed my route or i fought hard to overcome the obstacles. I continued.
I wasn't taught to make friends. I met a lot of people. I chose a few, to be my friend. Some of them chose me. They helped me survive the journey. I didn't knew that my location, my habits, my likes, dislikes.. my thoughts.. all.. would keep on changing frequently.
Every change gave me a new bunch of people to deal with.. a new set of friends to live with... I realized this fact. I got used to it.. I continued. I didn't knew that i would keep on losing friends every now and then. I didn't want to lose them. I couldn't help it.
With each step forward, i lost something.. i lost someone.
I wanted to stop... I wanted to stop and recollect everything i ever had. I wanted to make sure i don't lose any further, no more. I thought of stopping.. But i couldn't... I kept on walking.. I had to move on.
I didn't knew that at every milestone i cover, i would see another one, waiting for me... probably.. shouting at me... ''Come on. Keep walking.. I am the last one.''
I kept on walking, step after step, milestone after milestone... Sometimes i felt victorious, sometimes i was just too tired.
This journey has changed me a lot. I have stopped thinking. I am just walking... nowhere to go... nothing to achieve.. everything at stake... and everything to lose.
So here i am, ready for another change. Another set of transformations. From a ''Thinking Human'' to a ''Working Resource''. From a ''Feeling Human'' to a ''Failing Machine''.
~Abhi
